Today I went surfing with Wes and Brandon, granted I was quite skeptical of doing so, but it turned out to be really fun and hopefully we will be back out in about four hours in the morning. I never thought I would actually surf, I guess the physique doesn't seem to match.

These are the halves that make us whole, despite our reason they control.

I realized there are two really distinct classes in Pensacola, the haves and the have-nots. And it sucks being in the latter. No matter what I do it seems my financial situation is a doomed one. Thus, I must leave this town once my chance arrives and hopefully find prosperity elsewhere. Money isn't really a big issue if you have it.

Date:	2005-08-02 02:40
Subject:	Smelly Stepdad
Security:	Public
Mood:	sleepy
Music:	Children of Bodom

Well, everyone is having exciting things happen for college, and I still have to get my immunization records to UWF to be fully registered. Funny thing, my stepdad can't wear deoderant because the alcohol in it will soak into his skin and set off his alcohol monitor therefore voiding his parole and thus have to go back to jail. I found it somewhat funny and kind of nauseating. Also, I had another strange sleepwalking incident where it was quite possible that I could have gotten into my car and driven off while still in said state. Kind of weird.

Well, it has been awhile since I have been on this thing. I had to fix my computer and all has been strange. Lets see, I didn't get my shit diploma and I realized that I don't give a fuck. I finally got a cell phone I can use, and the number is 206- 3834 for anyone who ever wants to contact me. My stepdad is in jail. I determined my major for college, pre-law, and I will hopefully be heading north after UWF for law school. I am trying to start a band with a really good drummer from work named Wes. I think I might lose my job because I'm going to punch one of my managers....really hard. I may lose that fight, but I will be damned if I don't leave a bruise. Other than that, I guess everything is fine. Anywho, peace out.

Cody is in intensive care right now. It seems all my friends are dying. I just want everything to be ok, I don't want to be sad anymore... I miss them all. Richard, Nick, Shawn, Jim, everyone's leaving and all I can do is watch.

I am back in Atlanta but due to weather and no one to go with I will not be going to Music Midtown. This summer is kind of shitty already and I have the feeling its going to just get worse. Same monotonous shit everyday. Well, fuck it. I give up now, better to save the energy I guess.

Well, it has been lame since graduation because Melissa went to New Orleans, but she gets back tommorrow. I guess I never realized how much time we actually do spend together, I like it. Hopefully we are going to Music Midtown to see the PIXIES and a few other awesome bands. It will be my second time seeing the PIXIES and it will be just as sweet! I went to lunch with my Wes, a guy I work with and after seeing all the hellos at the food court, he called us a "hookup wet dream". I laughed. A kid fell the other day in the store, and then proceeded to scrape his teeth on the carpet, I almost couldn't function. I have also learned that one of the greatest joys in the world is telling Navy guys that porn is illegal in Escambia county and we don't sell it, its like watching a kid find out he's adopted. And on that note, Fuck Memorial Day!

Work was long, and I have to go back.... they don't tell you that when you apply, they wait till you get the job, they rope you in.....bastards. I got a new windshield because some dumb motherfucker trhew a glass cup into my old one, must have been a burly black man or something because it did some damage. I like Placebo, good music. Saw House of Wax, thought it was going to be shit, turned out to be really good. I think I got in trouble today at work for calling someone "anime boy", Dante and Randal said it best "This job would be great if it weren't for the customers." I think I'm going to go see Modest Mouse in June in Atlanta. My favorite person in the world got me a new shirt today, it is comfy! Found a funny note I wrote myself freshman year...here it goes!


Logan,
We got back to Rob's and then we decided to play the pill game. Dont trust his uppers and downers, after Bram Stoker's Dracula, depression set in. Just stick to the drinking and remember you have to go to the store and walk home before two. I hope you're not too far gone when you get this...and please bathe, you smell like a hooker's ass.

Logan

Movies, its been awhile...

IB exams, I name thee "Bitch", and so you shall be, now and forever.

Let the good times begin.

I am so happy school is over. I'm going to hopefully go to Atlanta in between exams and see my friends and family. Its good to be done with all the bullshit. Yay!

PHS.... Finally, I can say goodbye to that piece of shit. I know its going to suck not seeing everyone, but its a part of life. Who wants to find a way to trash the school?

The shape of hurt to come...

Attack and reload, leave nothing but blood, they are all after you, you just don't know it yet.
Thank you Miike, you God amongst men.

Anywho, I LOVE MELISSA LANE!!!!!

Pictures of me and my pretty princess...

So I look at my schedule, and I'm supposed to work till 7 prom night. I asked for it off and they said ok, I hope I don't have to quit my job over prom.

I feel like I'm going to not make it, I need some good sleep.

If I ever became catholic, i think i'd have a two week reservation on a confessional.

Jump upon my spokes says the wheel, and ride high, but do not complain when i take you plunging back down. The best of times become the worst of times, but remember that in your best or worst moment you are constantly in motion towards its polar opposite and that your hope can always be found in that when i take you low, you will soon be risen again.